Wednesday, 07 October 2009
So lately i've been reading a lot about 2012. And what if this sh*ts actually real? If it is actually real im gonna be pissed, not just because the fact that there will be a great chance that im gonna die. But also because i didnt live my life to the complete fullest, ill never be able to grow up and have a family or somethin and live life as an adult. If i knew for sure, like i was 100% that the apocolypse is coming and happening in 2012, then right now i'd be in cali livin it up partying everyday, and traveling around the world doing what ever the hell i want. but instead im here in the most non exciting town ever dealing with court and sh*t. But if i was just all like , hey you know theres a chance all the end of the world jaz is real, and just took off and did everything i wanted anytime. then i would feel like a complete ass if the time came and the world actually didnt end, so im in somewhat of a dilema. Part of me believes its going to happen, and another part of me doesnt, just because thats how humans work i guess. I mean, the dinosaurs and all those prehistoric creatures had their time, what if 2012 is the time that humans and mammals are wiped out, and then some other species comes along within the next millions of years later.
But what if this isnt the first time that humans have been whiped out, like I believe that its a huge possibilty that millions and millions of years ago there could have been more intelligent high tech societys that we live in today, and some nuclear war or mass amounts of natural disasters could of occured and there was no left evidence of the life that was there.because they found like caveman drawlings of batteries and men in space suits and all that, which really makes you think that it could have happened. Which also brings up the idea that maybe when man was first around millons of years ago, (if the whole evoloution things real) and some other life form from a whole nother universe came down and showed us how to do things, like build fire and what not. and the pyramids in egypt are nearly perfect, im sorry but i cease to believe that a sh*t load of jewish slaves built those flawless structures. i think they may of had SOME kind of help. and im pretty sure there are three really big pyramids you can see from space and they are all alligned in a perfect triangle, now thats just insane..
Space is like litterally endless, there has to be something else out there. I mean we've sent sattelites and sh*t to go out of our universe, but to get to another it would takes billions and billions of years! just because we havent found anything in our little smidgid of space doesnt mean theres nothing else out there. for all we know there could be a million other earth like planets out there with people and communities jst like we have, but theres no way we could ever find them since it would take life times to reach them. just thinking about space blows my f--kin mind cause its so amazing! like theres so much about it we dont know, and i really wanna know things like that, it interests me a lot. one of my dreams is to one day be lucky enough to go to space, because it would just be amazing, especially to think that you are like the only being up there, it would just be so peaceful and mind blowing.
I wish that the world wasn't so violent, the way our economy is going just points toward the end really, and all the disgusting minded f--ks who committe horrible crimes, and north korea with all of there bombs thinkin they are bad asses. its all just pointless, because in the end, were all the same really! we are all human beings that came out of a women. but i guess thats just human nature right? power hungry bastards with their mass amounts of money and nuclear bombs. ever since the begining of man (or atleast what we know as the begining of man) conflict and people being power hungry has always happened, the only sh*tty thing is; in this day and age its more serious seing as we have lazers, bombs, tanks, and stuff that could really f--k s--t up. war is just horrible, if it was just swords and bows n arrows it wouldnt be so bad, but now all you gotta do is press a little button, and BAM, there go's the lives of thousands. It just isnt right. Too many people die these days for no reason and it is really f--kin sad. Our soldiers are over in Iraq fighting a "war" right? well i wouldnt call it a war, its more like US policing their sorry asses, and for wat?! so we can take pictures with half naked children and make ourselves look like the good guys? No. We are doing the job of what their own army should be doing, its a joke to refer to that as a war. its pathetic that we have to go over there and be police for them. if our country was being over run by some facist and everybody lost their "rights" and there were death camps and all that sh*t, then i HIGHLY doubt you would see iraqi soldiers helping us and killing the people who are taking over our country. So why the hell should we do it for anybody else. I think that if the US worried more about themselves than we'd be a lot better off.
Everyday the world just keeps getting worse and worse, and no matter how hard people can try, they just cant help it. If sh*t keeps getting worse than it is, then who knows, maybe the US will have another civil war. The people vs our government. I wonder how that would go, because its not like they could nuke their own land, or anything. but they do have a lottt of weapons and it probably wouldnt work out to well for the resistance. But i would rather die fighting for real freedom rather then living in unfair conditions under a dirty power hungry government full of old sh*ts that tell us what we can and cant do. Once they start martial law sh*t will deffinatly hit the fan (if they do that is) and stuff will get chaotic for sure.
I dont know...I just wish we could live in a world where that wasnt so much violence (war wise) It's just wrong...
