This is a poem I wrote about my friend Ashely who was interested in a way older guy, she knew it was wrong and all of her friends told her that they could get in trouble but she didn't listen until the guy broke her heart, im still her friend now but I know she learned from her mistake and i dont think she'll do it again.

Aware of what is going on,

i struggle to yet still stand strong.

I question you but still believe,

what I hide I hide so deep.

Not knowing you, my conscience creeps

I can't always control what I think.

The boundry lies so distinct,

clearly crossed I dare repeat.

Logically i'm distrought,

short term actions unforgot.

Unattatched, no need to be

an actual brain you'll find in me.

Silently the feelings stay,

confused and puzzled in a daze.

Firmly planted here to stay

my feelings lay concealed away.

I promise them another day.

Afraid to speak of this time

I hide it deeply, so divine.

In a momment in this time,

I wish to tell you.. nevermind.

You just won't get it, dont walk away.

The rejection hurts til' this day,

afraid of what you might say.

Instead of you i'll walk away,

thinking theres no fucking way!